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here so poor in means,-do we not see a strong incipient spirit oppressed and overloaded from without and from within; the fire of genius struggling up among fuelwood of the greenest, and as yet with more of bitter vapour than of clear flame?

From various fragments of Letters and other documentary scraps, it is to be inferred that Teufelsdröckh, isolated, shy, retiring as he was, had not altogether escaped notice: certain established men are aware of his existence; and, if stretching out no helpful hand, have at least their eyes on him. He appears, though in dreary enough humour, to be addressing himself to the Profession of Law; whereof, indeed, the world has since seen him a public graduate. But omitting these broken, unsatisfactory thrums of Economical relation, let us present rather the following small thread of Moral relation; and therewith, the reader for himself weaving it in at the right place, conclude our dim arras-picture of these University years.

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'Here also it was that I formed acquaintance with 'Herr Towgood, or, as it is perhaps better written, Herr Toughgut; a young person of quality (von Adel), from 'the interior parts of England. He stood connected, by 'blood and hospitality, with the Counts von Zähdarm, in this quarter of Germany; to which noble Family 'I likewise was, by his means, with all friendliness, 'brought near. Towgood had a fair talent, unspeakably 6 ill-cultivated; with considerable humour of character: and, bating his total ignorance, for he knew nothing 'except Boxing and a little Grammar, shewed less of ' that aristocratic impassivity, and silent fury, than for most part belongs to Travellers of his nation. To him

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'I owe my first practical knowledge of the English and 'their ways; perhaps also something of the partiality with which I have ever since regarded that singular 'people, Towgood was not without an eye, could he 'have come at any light. Invited doubtless by the presence of the Zähdarm Family, he had travelled hither, in the almost frantic hope of perfecting his studies; he, whose studies had been as yet those of 'infancy, hither to a University where so much as the ' notion of perfection, not to say the effort after it, no 'longer existed! Often we would condole over the 'hard destiny of the Young in this era: how, after all our toil, we were to be turned out into the world, with 'beards on our chins indeed, but with few other attri'butes of manhood; no existing thing that we were ' trained to Act on, nothing that we could so much as 'Believe. "How has our head on the outside a polished Hat," would Towgood exclaim, "and in 'the inside Vacancy, or a froth of Vocables and 'Attorney Logic! At a small cost men are educated 'to make leather into shoes; but, at a great cost, what

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am I educated to make? By Heaven, Brother!

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a Digestive Faculty, which must be kept working, were it even partly by stealth. But as for our Miseducation, make not bad worse; waste not the time 'yet ours, in trampling on thistles because they have yielded us no figs. Frisch zu, Bruder! Here are 'Books, and we have

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'whole Earth and a whole Heaven, and we have eyes to look on them: Frisch zu!"

'Often also our talk was gay; not without brilliancy, ' and even fire. We looked out on Life, with its strange 'scaffolding, where all at once harlequins dance, and men are beheaded and quartered: motley, not unterrific was the aspect; but we looked on it like brave youths. 'For myself, these were perhaps my most genial hours. Towards this young warmhearted, strongheaded and wrongheaded Herr Towgood, I was even near experiencing the now obsolete sentiment of Friendship. Yes, 'foolish Heathen that I was, I felt that, under certain conditions, I could have loved this man, and taken 'him to my bosom, and been his brother once and always. By degrees, however, I understood the new time, and " its wants. If man's Soul is indeed, as in the Finnish 'Language, and Utilitarian Philosophy, a kind of 'Stomach, what else is the true meaning of Spiritual 'Union but an Eating together? Thus we, instead of Friends, are Dinner-guests; and here as elsewhere "have cast away chimeras.'

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So ends, abruptly as is usual, and enigmatically, this little incipient romance. What henceforth becomes of the brave Herr Towgood, or Toughgut? He has dived under, in the Autobiographical Chaos, and swims we see not where. Does any reader in the interior parts of England' know of such a man?

CHAPTER IV.

GETTING UNDER WAY.

'THUS nevertheless,' writes our Autobiographer, apparently as quitting College, was there realised Some'what; namely, I, Diogenes Teufelsdröckh: a visible 'Temporary Figure (Zeitbild), occupying some cubic 'feet of Space, and containing within it Forces both 'physical and spiritual; hopes, passions, thoughts; the 'whole wondrous furniture, in more or less perfection, 'belonging to that mystery, a Man. Capabilities there 'were in me to give battle, in some small degree, against the great Empire of Darkness: does not the 'very Ditcher and Delver, with his spade, extinguish 'many a thistle and puddle; and so leave a little Order, 'where he found the opposite? Nay your very Day

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moth has capabilities in this kind; and ever organises 'something (into its own Body, if no otherwise), which 'was before Inorganic; and of mute dead air makes living music, though only of the faintest, by humming. "How much more one whose capabilities are spi'ritual; who has learned, or begun learning, the grand thaumaturgic art of Thought! Thaumaturgic I name 'it; for hitherto all Miracles have been wrought there'by, and henceforth innumerable will be wrought; ' whereof we, even in these days, witness some. 'Poet's and Prophet's inspired Message, and

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'makes and unmakes whole worlds, I shall forbear ' mention but cannot the dullest hear Steam-engines clanking around him? Has he not seen the Scottish 'Brassmith's IDEA (and this but a mechanical one) 'travelling on fire-wings round the Cape, and across 'two Oceans; and stronger than any other Enchanter's Familiar, on all hands unweariedly fetching and carrying: at home, not only weaving Cloth; but rapidly enough overturning the whole old system of Society; ' and, for Feudalism and Preservation of the Game, 'preparing us, by indirect but sure methods, Industrial'ism and the Government of the Wisest. Truly a

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Thinking Man is the worst enemy the Prince of Darkness can have; every time such a one announces him'self, I doubt not, there runs a shudder through the 'Nether Empire; and new Emissaries are trained, with new tactics, to, if possible, entrap him, and hoodwink ' and handcuff him.

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With such high vocation had I too, as denizen of the Universe, been called. Unhappy it is, however, 'that though born to the amplest Sovereignty, in this way, with no less than sovereign right of Peace and War against the Time-Prince (Zeitfürst), or Devil, ' and all his Dominions, your coronation ceremony costs 'such trouble, your sceptre is so difficult to get at, or even to get eye on!'

By which last wiredrawn similitude, does Teufelsdröckh mean no more than that young men find obstacles in what we call 'getting under way?' 'Not 'what I Have,' continues he, but what I Do is my 'Kingdom. To each is given a certain inward Talent, 'a certain outward Environment of Fortune; to each,

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