HERE closed the Tenant of that lonely vale His mournful narrative, commenced in pain, In pain commenced, and ended without peace; Yet temper'd, not unfrequently, with strains Of native feeling, grateful to our minds; And yielding surely some relief to his,
While we sate listening with compassion due. A pause of silence follow'd; then, with voice That did not falter though the heart was moved, The Wanderer said:
"One adequate support For the calamities of mortal life
Exists, one only; an assured belief That the procession of our fate, howe'er Sad or disturb'd, is order'd by a Being Of infinite benevolence and power; Whose everlasting purposes embrace All accidents, converting them to good.- The darts of anguish fix not where the seat Of suffering hath been thoroughly fortified By acquiescence in the Will supreme For time and for eternity; by faith, Faith absolute in God, including hope, And the defence that lies in boundless love Of His perfections; with habitual dread Of aught unworthily conceived, endured Impatiently, ill-done, or left undone, To the dishonour of His holy name.
Soul of our Souls, and safeguard of the world! Sustain, Thou only canst, the sick of heart; Restore their languid spirits, and recall Their lost affections unto Thee and Thine!" Then, as we issued from that covert nook, He thus continued, lifting up his eyes
To heaven: "How beautiful this dome of sky; And the vast hills, in fluctuation fix'd
At Thy command, how awful! Shall the Soul,
Human and rational, report of Thee
Even less than these? Be mute who will, who can, Yet I will praise Thee with impassion'd voice: My lips, that may forget Thee in the crowd,
Cannot forget Thee here, where Thou hast built, For Thy own glory, in the wilderness!
Me didst Thou constitute a priest of Thine, In such a temple as we now behold
Reared for Thy presence: therefore am I bound To worship, here and everywhere, as one Not doom'd to ignorance, though forced to tread, From childhood up, the ways of poverty; From unreflecting ignorance preserved, And from debasement rescued. By Thy grace The particle divine remain'd unquench'd; And, 'mid the wild weeds of a rugged soil, Thy bounty caused to flourish deathless flowers, From Paradise transplanted: wintry age Impends; the frost will gather round my heart; If the flowers wither, I am worse than dead!— Come labour, when the worn-out frame requires Perpetual sabbath; come disease and want, And sad exclusion through decay of sense; But leave me unabated trust in Thee,- And let Thy favour, to the end of life, Inspire me with ability to seek
Repose and hope among eternal things, - Father of Heaven and Earth! and I am rich, And will possess my portion in content.
And what are things eternal?- Powers depart," The grey-hair'd Wanderer steadfastly replied, Answering the question which himself had ask'd, "Possessions vanish, and opinions change, And passions hold a fluctuating seat: But, by the storms of circumstance unshaken, And subject neither to eclipse nor wane, Duty exists;-immutably survive,
For our support, the measures and the forms
Which an abstract intelligence supplies;
Whose kingdom is where time and space are not.
Of other converse which mind, soul, and heart
Do, with united urgency, require,
What more that may not perish? - Thou, dread source, Prime, self-existing cause and end of all
That in the scale of being fill their place;
Above our human region, or below,
Set and sustain'd; Thou, who didst wrap the cloud Of infancy around us, that Thyself,
Therein, with our simplicity awhile
Mightst hold, on Earth, communion undisturb'd;
Who from the anarchy of dreaming sleep, Or from its death-like void, with punctual care, And touch as gentle as the morning light, Restor'st us, daily, to the powers of sense
And reason's steadfast rule, Thou, Thou alone Art everlasting, and the blessèd Spirits Which Thou includest, as the sea her waves: For adoration Thou endur'st; endure For consciousness the motions of Thy will; For apprehension those transcendent truths Of the pure intellect, that stand as laws (Submission constituting strength and power) Even to Thy Being's infinite majesty! This universe shall pass away,
a work Glorious, because the shadow of Thy might, A step, or link, for intercourse with Thee. Ah! if the time must come in which my feet No more shall stray where meditation leads, By flowing stream, through wood, or craggy wild, Loved haunts like these; the unimprison'd Mind May yet have scope to range among her own, Her thoughts, her images, her high desires. If the dear faculty of sight should fail, Still it may be allow'd me to remember What visionary powers of eye and soul In youth were mine; when, station'd on the top Of some huge hill, expectant, I beheld
The Sun rise up, from distant climes return'd Darkness to chase, and sleep; and bring the day, His bounteous gift! or saw him toward the deep Sink, with a retinue of flaming clouds Attended: then my spirit was entranced With joy exalted to beatitude;
The measure of my soul was fill'd with bliss, And holiest love; as earth, sea, air, with light, With pomp, with glory, with magnificence!
Those fervent raptures are for ever flown; And, since their date, my soul hath undergone Change manifold, for better or for worse: Yet cease I not to struggle, and aspire Heavenward; and chide the part of me that flags Through sinful choice, or dread necessity
On human nature from above imposed.
"Tis, by comparison, an easy task
Earth to despise; but, to converse with Heaven, — This is not easy:- to relinquish all
We have, or hope, of happiness and joy, And stand in freedom loosen'd from this world, I deem not arduous; but must needs confess That 'tis a thing impossible to frame Conceptions equal to the soul's desires; And the most difficult of tasks to keep Heights which the soul is competent to gain.- Man is of dust: ethereal hopes are his,
Which, when they should sustain themselves aloft, Want due consistence; like a pillar of smoke, That with majestic energy from earth Rises; but, having reach'd the thinner air, Melts and dissolves, and is no longer seen. From this infirmity of mortal kind
Sorrow proceeds, which else were not; at least, If grief be something hallow'd and ordain'd, If, in proportion, it be just and meet,
Yet, through this weakness of the general heart, Is it enabled to maintain its hold
In that excess which conscience disapproves. For who could sink and settle to that point Of selfishness; so senseless who could be As long and perseveringly to mourn For any object of his love removed From this unstable world, if he could fix A satisfying view upon that state Of pure, imperishable blessedness Which reason promises, and Holy Writ Ensures to all believers? Yet mistrust Is of such incapacity, methinks,
No natural branch; despondency far less ; And, least of all, is absolute despair. -
And, if there be whose tender frames have droop'd Even to the dust; apparently, through weight Of anguish unreliev'd, and lack of power An agonizing sorrow to transmute;
Deem not that proof is here of hope withheld When wanted most; a confidence impair'd So pitiably, that, having ceased to see With bodily eyes, they are borne down by love Of what is lost, and perish through regret. O no! the innocent Sufferer often sees Too clearly; feels too vividly; and longs To realise the vision, with intense
And over-constant yearning; there there lies Th' excess by which the balance is destroy'd.
Too, too contracted are these walls of flesh, This vital warmth too cold, these visual orbs, Though inconceivably endow'd, too dim For any passion of the soul that leads To ecstasy; and, all the crooked paths
Of time and change disdaining, takes its course Along the line of limitless desires.
I, speaking now from such disorder free, Nor rapt nor craving, but in settled peace, I cannot doubt that they whom you deplore Are glorified; or, if they sleep, shall wake From sleep, and dwell with God in endless love. Hope, below this, consists not with belief In mercy, carried infinite degrees
Beyond the tenderness of human hearts: Hope, below this, consists not with belief In perfect wisdom, guiding mightiest power, That finds no limits but her own pure will.
Here, then, we rest; not fearing for our creed The worst that human reasoning can achieve, To unsettle or perplex it: yet with pain Acknowledging, and grievous self-reproach, That, though immovably convinced, we want Zeal, and the virtue to exist by faith As soldiers live by courage; as, by strength Of heart, the sailor fights with roaring seas. Alas! th' endowment of immortal power Is match'd unequally with custom, time, And domineering faculties of sense In all; in most with superadded foes, Idle temptations; open vanities,
Ephemeral offspring of th' unblushing world; And, in the private regions of the mind, Ill-govern'd passions, ranklings of despite, Immoderate wishes, pining discontent,
Distress, and care. What then remains? - To seek Those helps for his occasions ever near
Who lacks not will to use them; vows, renew'd
On the first motion of a holy thought;
Vigils of contemplation; praise; and prayer,- A stream which, from the fountain of the heart Issuing, however feebly, nowhere flows Without access of unexpected strength. But, above all, the victory is most sure
7 The effect of custom in dulling or dimming the finer moral perceptions of the soul is set forth more fully in the Author's Ode on Immortality. See pages 246-8.
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